Father Unravel Me

I know I was absent for a little while over the holidays. I feel like God's been doing some work internally, not just healing from the surgery, but also in my spirit. As it usually goes, I have thoughts in me that I can't quite verbalize until I come across a song that expresses exactly how I feel. What's meaningful is this singer had a song that I listened to over and over before I finally received any of my diagnoses. Sometimes it's hard to comprehend all that's happened since then. I think it'll take much longer to grasp it all. This is for anyone who's a mix of emotions, understanding, or what future lies ahead. Ask him to unravel you, it's ok to have these moments, if not needed for growth and perspective. Also knowing a lot of my readers have EDS I have a feeling you may have been a dancer and speak even more to your heart like it did mine.

 

 

"I'm coming apart of the seams
And everyone's pulling at me
And I am unraveling

 

The smile isn't quite what it seems
But it does well to hide what's beneath
All the pressure is staggering

 

In the unraveling, father unravel me
When I can't feel a thing
Have mercy and let me bleed
I know it's dumb
But I have been numb
For way too long
And oh, ooh, ooh

 

And ooh, oh, oh, ooh
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So goodbye now, yellow brick road
Thanks a lot what I need is back home
So homeward traveling
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And in the unraveling, father unravel me
And when I can't feel a thing
Have mercy and let me bleed
I know it's dumb
But I have been numb
For way too long
Ooh, oh, oh, ooh
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And ooh, oh, oh, ooh
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I don't want to be alone anymore
I don't want to survive anymore
And I want to feel, unravel me
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Yeah
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Unravel me
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I'm coming apart of the seams
It's worst than I thought it would be
But I've never been happier"